kalispera sas koritsia eimai mia mama 20 etwn kai auth einai h istorioula mou
To mwraki mou arghse na vgei kata 4 meroules etsi o gunaikologos mou programatise rantevou na gennhsw me texnitous ponous ..O andras mou douleue eixe parei repo mono ekeines tis meres p eprepe na gennhsw gia na katsei mazi mou , gia na sas pw thn alhteia mou den hmoun psuxologika proetoimasmenh na gennhsw m fainotan akoma periergo (programatismenh genna) eixa polu angxos to vradu prin eisaxtw sto nosokomeio k den koimhthka katholou etsi me phre o upnos to prwi kata tis 5-6 k arghsame htan na pame 8 k ftasame 9-30 sto nosokomeio ..
Otan phga na dw to iatro mou rikse teliws thn psuxologia gt arghsame legontas mas pws den ton sevomaste kai ti einai auta ta pragmata k tha mas parei h nuxta mexri na gennhsw k genika mas milage mes ta neura ..
me psulophre apo katw auto o.k anthrwpoi eimaste k emeis egw me thn koilia sto stoma k tn perimena mexri k 3 k 4 wres . Tespa me eksetazoun k m lene pws einai polu sklhros o traxhlos k aprosdioristos opote me valan sthn aithousa odinwn k m evalan upotheto gia tous ponous meta apo ligh wra enw me psuloepiane erxontai kata tis 1 to meshmerh k me vgazoun k me pane sto dwmatio gt erxotan mia allh me 7 diastolh k den uphrxan mono 2 dwmatia odinwn ...(h kopela p htan sth thesh mou gennhse monh ths oso kian sas fainete koufo sthn aithousa odinwn an k htan to 5to ths h kopela fwnaze alla pou ... k etsi gennhse monh ths ) me ksanapane kata tis 4 -5 pisw ksana pali sta mhxanimata ,ksexasa na sas pw pws hmoun kruwmenh eixa mia griph asxhmh me vhxa flemata ,h muth m na trexei ktl auto htan p me duskolepse ..
Epeidh den m eixan erthei akoma diastoles mou valan ki allo upotheto ,perito na sas pw pws kanan parelash apomena oi maies htan panw apo 4 atoma p mou koitousan tis diastoles ligaki avolo ...YSTERA TA DUSKOLA otan pia arxhsan oi kaloi ponoi den antexa zhtousa sunexeia kaisarikh h estw episklhrideio k antidrousan les k den uphrxa afou mou klinan portes k parathura na mh me akoune to kserw pws eimai fovitsiara k gennika den andexw ton pono alla me 2 upotheta (gia tous ponous ) me polu sklhro traxhlo k ena mwro mesa mou 4169 kg k mpoukomenh na mh mporw na anasanw pws na mh ponaw ..
otan arxhsan oi diastoles tote katevasa ta mpinelikia traviksa tn oro me apotelesma na skisw th fleva ourliaza les kai me svazane travousa ta mhxanimata fwnaza toso polu p mexrh k tn andra mou mou eferan mpas k me kathushxasei ... to ti ksulo efage o kahmenos den legete ekana san usterikh alla ponousa kiolas upervolika polu ..
zhthsa episklhridio k den m ekanan
me ta xilia duo zoria eftasa 7+diastolh kai fainotan k to kefalaki tou mwrou ,tote me shkwse h maia ap to krevati gia na pame sthn aithousa toketou To korufaio ths upotheshs htan pws den me kratouse kan k kondeva na pesw 2 fores ... mou fonaze na mh thn akoumpw tespa (den hksera pws me to kefali tou mwrou na exei sxedwn vgei se shkwnoun k s lene pame sthn aithousa toketou xwris na se vohthsoun) mesa se mish writsa 12:30 a gennhsa apogohtetutika polu p den afhsan na nai mazi m o andras m tespa otan eftase h wra sunergasthka apisteuta sto sprwksimo eidika otan eida to vohtho na pianei nusteria esprwksa gia ta kala den ponese toso polu otan evgaine to mwro mporw na pw pws htan anakoufish k euxaristo gia mena oso ponesan oi diastoles ...
Otan eida to aggeloudi mou mou peerasan ooooola emeina kagkelo to koritsi to koritsi mou fwnaza k eniwtha ena kompo sto laimo kathos me koitoiuse me tis matares tis ,vghke polu katharoula kai rooz thn krathsa gia ligo k oute p katalava ti mou ekanan apo katw otan thn phran na thn plhnoun ktl thn epsaxna sas apelpismenh k koitousa na dw p thn pane ...Yperoxh stigmh ...
oufff meta arxhsan na me ravoun ksexasa na sas pw pws o upotithemenos iatros mou oute kan p asxolhthke me mena katholh th diarkeia ths hmeras 2 fores perase gia deuterolepta oso hmoun sto krevati k ligo me erapse k efuge afhse to vohtho tou na teliwsei o opoios den ekane kalh douleia k efuge ki autos etsi emeina egw k 2 -3 maies ...
me evalan sto diadromo se ena krevati na perimenw na sunelthw hrthe meta h maia na me elegksei k etsi opws mou piese th koilia etrexe potami to aima dn stamathse me tipota ki auto gt me rapsan viastika k katholou kala afou thn akousa na leei se mia allh pws tha me rapsei ekeinh an den stamathsei .. me evalan dipla sto dwmati ap eksw diladh p eixan th mikrh mou k etsi opws perimena k th xazeua (oi dikoi m thn eixan dei ) tis akouw na milane tis maies k na leei h mia sthn allh ( k epemena k tous elega na sas zhsei k autos tipota k den moudwsane tipota k to lega sunexeia k ntroph k h mhtera tis p douleuei sto idio nosokomeio ktl ktl ) Peritw na sas pw pws hmoun etoimh na shkwthw na tis vrw k na tis kraksw veveos k o andras mou tous fakelwse alla ekeinh th stigmh otan tou phgan to paidi ap th sugkinhsh mono ta fakelakia den skefthke otan akousa oti sth sugkekrhmenh maia edwse k ta pio polla m erxotan na lusaksw .. tespa me pane sto dwmatio eixe k psulostamathsei to aima --- oute mia pana den ferane asxeto to oti egw eixa mazi mou pali kala p eixane gala sth kouzina k den to tsigkouneutikan k auto ...(o iatros m apo oti katalavate den asxolhthke katholou mazi mou ) eixe hdh fugei ..
Epishs oute p mou edeiksan me upomonh pws na th thulasw mia fora m diksan k den ksanasxolhthkan ....perna h nuxta k thn epwmenh mera mou evgalan thn pisth oi paidiatroi k oi nosokomes k oloi tous alla elege o enas akrivws ta antitheta o allos mh ta polulogo o enas m lege na dinw k ksenw o allos na thulzw k genika polles antithetes apopseis Na mh ta polulogw akousa k eida polla koufaa to apokorufwma htan to ekshthrio mou thn hmera p eprepe na vgw aistanthhka mia zalada k adunamia logo to oti exasa polu aima k to llei o andras m sto iatro m o opoios mas leei na kastsoume allh mia mera kl kakou ,feugei o andras m k kata tis 11 erxete pathologos ston opoio eixan pei pws anevasa pureto k malista to eixan grapsei ki olas 38 enw den m evalan kan thermometro me eksetazei k mou leei mh mpoume se diadikasia twra gia mia zalada na kaneis ena soro eksetaseis feugeis shmera k an dn eisai kl ksanarxese ..
stis 12 me 12:30 dinoun ta ekshthreia alla emena eixe fugei o andras m k tn phra til na ksanarthei na mas parei ,erxete mia nosokoma k m leei phgene gia to eshthrio ths eksshgw pws dn htan na fugw k giauto dn einai kaneis mazi m na perimenoun mish wriTSA ela nte o den perimenan k me fwran allh sto dwmatio etsi enw eixa mazepsei ta pragmata m shkwthika gia na feroun thn epomenh k egw perimenA sth karekla .. (pws sas fainete ??) eutuxws p to mwro koimotan aa ksexasa aima den ths eixan rarei ths mikrhs m gt leei apo paraskeuh ksumerwmata mexrh deutera dn sumplhrwthke 3 24wra eprepe na ksanarthw thn epomenh ...Nai dhmosio htan to nosokomeio alla kainourio p einai h gunaikologikes ktl pteruges to kthrio k eixa akousei ta kalutera gia tn iatro mou o opoios dn aksize proswpika na parei tpt alla phre arketa ...epishs douleuei apoklisthkh h mhtera m sto nosokomeio auto giauto eipa na paw alla einai ante mh pw ...... autaaaaa k den mphka kan se leptomeries dn emeina katholou ikanopoihmenh to mono p me krathse psuxremh htan h zwoula mou h korakla mou h omorfh p me koita me tis matares ths k m dinei kouragio Ayta apo mena ... sas filw tha ta ksanapoume paw sto aggeloudi mou ..

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